Forever Now

This moment is all the moments before now and all that are after now.

I am a cartwheel's that speck which always touches the earth
or always that grain of soil which touches the cart.

I am this now which is the time of my grandfather
watching my father bathe in the pond of eternal youth
which is also the time of my grandson watching his
grandson bathe in the same golden pond.

I am an enormous wave that rise and fall - unseen and unheard -
in near total solitude, somewhere far south in the Indian Ocean.
In the gasping expanse of that ocean I happen only once
and beneath me I hold its waters together forever.

Towards my left or right I do not see anything
because I am that jewel to which the ring converges
and for the sake of which all that metal is cast.

If I were a painter

If I were a painter I would have painted
those two curls of hair drooping across your forehead
and half covering your downward looking eyes.

I would have given the shade of a night's black to your eyes
and that of an elephant's black to your curls.
For your brows I would char a tree and use that black.

I would paint only the curls, your brows and your eyes
and not your face or even your lips
because I don't want to be the stone on which you are etched.

I want to keep the curls falling forever,
to be the cupped palms into which honey is poured forever
and from which it leaks forever.

Sleepwalking

Did I sleepwalk into birth
or did I fall asleep on my way
from the greed of childhood to the lechery of youth ?

Am I now waking up laboriously
to the first wisdom that I have been sleepwalking ?

Or am I being passed from one dream to another
by some cosmic hands that rocks the cradle of eternal sleep ?